Sunday, December 13, 2009 @ 11:45 PM
just got back home from orchard. my legs are falling apart. we walked all around orchard to get my bro's social night dinner clothes. -.-
woke up to realise that i had nosebleed. then while stopping the blood, i fell asleep again. haha. was THAT tired. woke up officially at bout 11plus. then had my breakfast that my mum dabao-ed for me. then my uncle came to fetch my cousin home and we went out eat again. im growing fat. -.- but, i controlled the amount of food i eat.
after that, went home and slacked. bathed, change and head for orchard. landed on ion orchard first. went to TOPMAN to look for my bro's clothes then after that, went to my mum's friend's restaurant to eat. walked for over 15min from ion to there. and my legs hurt like siao already (wearing heels) -.-
then went over to the singtel building to get my bro's new phone, N97mini. good lo. LOL. waited bout an hour for it. headed over to my aunt's place and ate AGAIN. but only mozerella sticks. (: after that, went shopping again. my legs hurt like crap already! walked for super long and got my bro's shirt from orchard central, G2000. got a tie too. everyone agrees that the shirt suits my brother, but, i dun think so at all. cause, its pink and striped. exactly the one daniel wore for prom i think. ^.- and, bought this red super ugly tie! my mum and the rest of the family thinks that its nice overall. -.- the tie's like red, with golden and a bit of grey stripes. who cares.
have you ever lived in a family where they favour boys over girls? well, that's what im experiencing now. that's super irritating. my bro got back from camp, sprained his ankle and everyone was like head over heels towards him. my dad was so nice when waking him up. but for me, just shouted right in my face. wth. my mum, she doesnt even bother for my prom. but, when my bro said he had a dinner this friday, she brought him over to orchard today to shop. and paid for it. let him try this and that. look at every shirt carefully like as if he was going to get married. my uncle and aunt were like, "ehh, your son getting married tmr ar?" wth? i dun even get such treatment when i have my prom night. she dun even bother to take me out to orchard and shop for my dress. that sucks. ever since young, everyone dotes on my bro more than me. he's the only guy in the CHANG family. so have to depend on him to carry on with the generation. -.- when my paternal relatives know that i was a girl, no one came to see me. not even a single one. but, for my bro, all of them came and looked at him, etc. idiot.
i was feeling super down when they were all looking for clothes for my brother. wanted to cry so badly but always had to put on the mask like i was really happy to go out. plus, my leg really hurts A LOT. i had to fake it like its not hurting. -.- y do i have to put on that darn disguise. so sick of it. finally, i can cry openly in my room. LOL.
