introduction
biography
Maybelline Chang
29 May 1993
Gemini; Rooster
16
Bukit Batok Secondary
Status: just graduated

HEY, welcome to my blog. (: Sorry that i keep changing blogskins.I just have yet to find a suitable one. HAHA. Well, enjoy! :D
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chatterbox
your voice was all i heard


i'm leaving
never looking back again
changyen cheanpin daniel gracia josh keneth peisan siwei sueyi

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 November 2009
 December 2009
 January 2010

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#103 RELINK!
 #102 i got a job
 #101 song of the week
 #100 what's with parents?
 #99 results release
 #98 results are coming
 #97 one more resolution
 #96 the stranded three
 #95 i hate running
 #94 open houses

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#26 more studying
Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @ 8:04 PM

alright alright. today was rather fun (: especially after school at mac. it was so super funny! let's talk about my previous days. monday was english O oral. well, the first conversation question was quite easy for me. but the second one, i wasnt able to express much. secondly, reading was really not my standard. when i was practising at the waiting place there, my throat hurts cause i push my voice too low to be softer. then didnt really practice properly. ohh well, its over! i shall be glad with what i'll be receiving. at the most do better for paper 1 and 2! :D

was suppose to have tuition on tuesday, but cancelled it. cause have too many tests and sbqs to do. -.- went to library study with fred and saw yiren, timotheus and ji-a. haha. i did some ss sbq and went at 5.30pm. cause my juniors just came back from their competition. well, it was rather disappointing. cause, they didnt win anything. ): *sighs* ohh well. then saw kor there too! :D and we went mac to study. hmmm, or should i just say chat. we didnt really study. cause its really too late le. by the time we got there it was about 6plus. so, kor drank an ice milo and we(keneth, fred, peisan, kor and me) walked back to westmall. me, kor and peisan went westmall mac to chit chat again while keneth go home and fred went to look for his friend. (: we wait until peisan finishes her double chocolate frappe(i think. ^.-) then go home! :D OHH! and when we were on our way to westmall, kor came up with something really cheesy. haha! okayy, im too lazy to type it out. haha.

well, today was alright. had ss test after school. it was rather easy except for the first inference question. although i didnt finish the seq, im glad that i know all pointers. WEE~ after school, we went study again. keneth, me and peisan. louisse came and join us after that. well, did a bit of history sbq then went to westmall mac to meet kor. (: he was with his friends when i got there and i cant see him. -.- until i text him. passed him his form and he wanted to return me my money but i didnt have change. so, decided to return me next time. and, friday no more kayaking! ): urghh. i cant stand it. i was looking forward to it cause i haven been kayaking for months. and haven exercise too. -.- ohh well. my mum dun let me go anyway. she says its the seventh moon. :D LOL.

went home after meeting him and have been slacking until now. (: just find that my mum's so cool. LOL.

the really funny part: we were studying in mac when most of us started texting people. SOMEBODY was expecting some sms. and when the phone vibrates, that SOMEBODY just jump up! haha! and that SOMEBODY just keep mistaking peisan's phone's as his own. omg, it was so hilarious when he just jump up! and another SOMEBODY, uses my phone to sms him. and he thought it was the sms he was waiting for! who knows, its mine. haha! then FINALLY, i mean FINALLY, the sms came. -.- that SOMEBODY is more excited than i am.
#25 sunday tuition
Sunday, August 16, 2009 @ 10:33 PM

ohh well, i couldnt come up with a decent title for today so, just anyhow crap one. (:

today was alright. the day started rather dull with me feeling emotionless. untill 4plus when i had my physics tuition with irika. :D that stupid girl that i can go all crazy with. well, could understand a bit of physics tuition. so, its okayy. and after that, we went to shop popular! she went there to buy some assesments. well, i saw some that i might buy but just remember them. cause, i do not have the money. *i wonder where all my money gone to* (x we shopped till about 7plus. and her mum came to fetch her. so, i hitched a ride. if not, i have to go home alone. hope next time can hitch too! :D haha. she lives like really near me. really near. i didnt know that until today.

okayy, her mum sent me to lot1 which i feel really embarrassed about and guilty too. if not for me, they would have got home already. her mum purposely made that big u-turn. i feel really bad. sorry! )x well, thanks too! i went to lot1's popular and started shopping until i met my aunt. her family was here to shop as well. with my P2 cousin. then i was waiting for my mum to arrive to pay the money. (x *feels bad* after that, my uncle treat me to ljs! :D i had that as my dinner. and my cousin was there doing his work cause he's having his exams tomorrow. well, i had to teach him too. he's really one troublesome fellow. everyone was like nagging at him. which makes him feel irritated. and cause him to have such negative reactions. *sighs* long story...

alright, nothing much about today, but, i've been posting really a lot these few day! feels good. in other words, i've been slacking these few days too. (: its NOT good at all. shall buck up! im gonna get to my aim no matter what. that's where i wanna be. (:

p.s. continuing from before, promises are meant to be broken, not rules. rules are meant to be kept. to obey the rules, promises made are broken forever. what irony.
#24 G.I JOE
@ 10:10 PM

boo! last night was ridiculous. just felt like watching a movie and yeapp, i went to watch one. as my title suggests, its G.I JOE! okayy, i change my view towards G.I JOE. its a really nice show. at least to me. (: well, i love snake eyes the most! he's super cool with his swords. just like ryan reynold in X-MEN ORIGINS. way toooooo cool. and the young snake eyes looks so cute too! like their martial arts are like, superb. :D

and, i found out the most unusual phenomenon! lot one is crowded with hundreds of people in the cinema! i mean, whenever i watch midnight movies in lot1, there's like only a few people?? the queue there last night was like from the counter to the lift, almost out to the rooftop garden! not exaggerating. -.- alright.

okayy, that's basically what i did yesterday. well, not the whole day, but only the end of the day. i've been sleeping a lot yesterday. after the post on friday, i dozed off. and that's like only at 9plus going to 10. i slept till 10.40am the next morning. that's long okayy. then did a bit of my work, went out and do a bit more. suppose to have tuition, but somehow, i didnt go. too lazy i guess. then at bout 4pm, i sleep again. all the way till 7plus. had dinner, slack and watched movie. came home, i started my chem intensive again. in the end, i only finish 5chapters of assesment without marking. -.- and slept at about 12plus. well, i didnt really sleep. i was awake all the way till 4am!! i believe, i sleep TOOOOOO much. and woke up at 7.40am. -.-

ray park and ryan reynold are sooooooooooo cool with their swords! :D:D

p.s. i just learn from the movie that forever is not quite forever. nothing IS forever.
#23 the not so surprise, surprise!
Friday, August 14, 2009 @ 9:56 PM

hey hey! just got home from jurong point. tired + tired + tired. alright! had school today and wasnt at all late. was rather early. cause i had to tie my hair when i get to school. (: i bathed this morning! :D had this hangzhou presentation by chanel and cleo. it was super nice! really, those places they went are like so nice! i regret not going. -.- i wasnt able to go cause i went to taman negara, sarawak and UK. so, its too expensive. i do not have any more funds! T.T

after the presentation was classes. had maths test which i think we did before. but, they all say never do before de. i manage to do all questions except one. i gave up on that. i totally forgot how to tackle such questions. it was recess then english, lunch and maths again! after the extra lesson, some of our class people went SCIENCE CENTRE for the davinci exhibition. well, i dunno what's da vinci about, so im not at all fascinated that there's such an exhibition. i went to lib and study with xinping and keneth instead. (: manage to finish all the doable questions in maths and left a bit only. :D

we went home with josh at about 5pm. :D i got home, slacked for a while, bathed and chiong out again! (: it was gracia's birthday! so, yupp. we plan to give her a surprise which is so not a surprise. -.- we were suppose to meet at JE to meet wanru and get her card signed. end up, there's only me and shengquan. louisse went basketball and was late. keneth, should i say he's dumb or cute?? we said to meet at JE but he went JP!! we're like laughing so badly. kor had kayaking so will be late. wanru had to go get the cake, she wun be joining us. yeapp, me and shengquan.

i wasnt that close with shengquan so was rather afraid that it'll be very paisehh. but, he's a really nice guy. i didnt feel uncomfortable at all. haha. he will even like talk casually and take the initiative to talk. not so dry.. (: phew. when we got to JP, i was asking, "you know how to go banquet??" i dunno how to go there! well, im not a JP person. i seldom shop there. even if i do, i'll be following people around and not leading them. (: shengquan brought me to the banquet and met gracia they all. we had our dinner and just when we finish ours, kor came le.

we fooled him! haha. when he was about to sit down, we all stand up and said, " LET'S GO!" like, so paisehh. he didnt have his meal at banquet. we end up at kopitiam. when we found a seat and he's about to buy his food, i was asked to go get gracia's cake and asked the 4people who haven write the card to go find wanru. we're trying to find excuse to leave the place. and i told them i have curfew de. need to go home le. so fake la! -.- kor even worse. say he wanna go toilet. in the end, only kor and i went. -.- plus, he haven eat anything yet. oops. he brought me out of JP and went to look for wanru. (: after meeting wanru, we went to mac and lost our way. LOL. kor ordered his meal and we went up back to kopitiam.

so not surprise la. i think gracia knows everything. LOL. when we got there, we gave the stupid reasoning. clarence went to the toilet to make the cake while i deliver it up. LOL! super funny. ohh well, we didnt cut the cake in front of here cause we were at the kopitiam. they all went to the park instead. however, me and keneth gotta go le. so, we didnt join them. got home just now. (:

ohh well, this is the not so detailed post. cause im really tired. dozing off soon...
#22 maroon 5 - won't go home w/o you
@ 9:50 PM

I asked her to stay but she wouldn't listen
She left before I had the chance to say (Oh)
The words that would mend the things that were broken
But now it's far too late, she's gone away

Chorus:
Every night you cry yourself to sleep
Thinking: "Why does this happen to me?
Why does every moment have to be so hard?"
Hard to believe that

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

The taste of your breath, I'll never get over
The noises that you made kept me awake (Oh)
The weight of things that remained unspoken
Built up so much it crushed us everyday

[chorus]

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

Of all the things I felt but never really shown
Perhaps the worst is that I ever let you go
I should not ever let you go, oh oh oh

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you

It's not over tonight
Just give me one more chance to make it right
I may not make it through the night
I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
And I won't go home without you
#21 another typical day..
Thursday, August 13, 2009 @ 10:07 PM

alright peeps. (: just posted a song lyrics. well, the song might not be really nice. but the lyrics are really meaningful. at least to me. (:

i just got back from my tuition not long ago. today's school was alright. (: as usual, im almost late. i've got to wake up earlier tomorrow. those running and rushing in the morning is killing me. whenever i get to the basketball court, im drenched in sweat. i dislike that feeling a lot. i mean, who like it??

had lessons and was okayy with it. pe included as well. we had tennis! (: played with xinping and faziyyah. we're rather quiet though. and we kinda lost a ball. hee. shhhh.. recess was next and i had curry bee hoon! how i love that curry. its extremely nice! :D i bought some food for josh as requested and went back to class.

lessons carried on and im dozing off. guess i ate too much during recess. after school, we stayed back and practice our oral reading. it was like hilarious when keneth tried to exaggerate on certain sentences and expressions! i read quite a number of times. i really wanna do it well. and im like super nervous before it. i dunno why. but my heart keeps thumping when its my turn. and it hurts my chest. i hate that feeling. -.- so i tried to calm down myself. and, yupp, im fine. it was my turn soon and i guess i did a rather good job?? (: at least im satisfied with my own reading. cause, i saw that improvement i had as compared to the first few times i tried to read it.

after remedials, we went mac to study! :D again.. yes, again. (: i did some maths revision, louisse did his maths homework, keneth did his chemistry tys and josh.. emo. -.- i shared fries with keneth too. was still deciding which to buy. fries or icecream?? i've been having icecream for like so many days. so, yeahh, chose fries. (: when we were about to go, our ncc sea juniors came by and chatted for like 2min?? and we saw clarence! :D:D haha. we packed our stuff and go. cause keneth and i have tuition later that night.

i got home at about 6.30plus. and am super late already. but, i dun really care. im always late for the tuition anyway. -.- i bathed, change, pack, eat and left house. then saw irika and went to tuition together. had tuition as per normal nothing funny happen or whatsoever. we were release rather early today. a bit earlier than 9pm. (: got to lot1 and helped my mum with her stuff cause she bought some heavy products from ntuc. on my way to lot1 was pure emo-ing. i cant read my SS! wasted. just cause of a question posed to me during tuition. should i say posed to irika. yeahh. but the muttons are like super cute and funny! :D:D i was laughing to myself after a while. (:

now, im at home slacking. i cant study much every night now. got to head for bed before 11pm everyday. that is so not me. but, i'll still wake up secretly. who cares. (:

something funny happen in school during geography today. well, i dun even know if its funny or not. ms kavitha was asking about the effects of having high consumption of food. i think... cant really remember the full question. then keneth shouted, "OBESITY" and i followed on with a "MALNUTRITION". the whole class started laughing after that. even ms kavitha laugh. im like, am i wrong?? but i remember reading it in the notes. well, malnutrition is correct. cause, if you consume too much food and its not the right diet, yupp, you'll get malnutrition. louisse was trying to tell me im right too. (: haha. i still dun get what's funny. yupp.

anyway, i wanted to post some photos initially. but, i think there's something wrong with my blogger. cause, i cant seem to change colour, change size and upload pictures. -.- ohh well, its alright. i'll try to do it when i get my own computer back. im using my dad's one by the way. :D
#20 pussycat dolls - hush hush
@ 10:04 PM

I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you was strong enough, you should have known

I never needed you for judgements
I never needed you to question what I spent
I never asked for help, I take care of myself
I don't know why you think you gotta hold on me

... conversations
There isn't anything for you to say
And my eyes ...
So look at me and listen to me
Because

I don't want to stay another minute
I don't want you to say a single word
Hush hush, hush hush
There is no other way, I get the final say because
I don't want to do this any longer
I don't want you, there's nothing left to say
Hush hush, hush hush
I've already spoken, our love is broken
Baby hush hush

I never needed your corrections
On everything from how I act to what I say
I never needed words, I never needed hurt
I never needed you to be there every day

I'm sorry for the way I let go
On everything I wanted when you came along
But I ain't never beatin', broken not defeated
I know next to you is not where I belong
#19 as promised..
Wednesday, August 12, 2009 @ 9:20 PM

i blogged today! (: cause, SOMEBODY asked me to. okayy, actually, i've got no idea what to post about. let me start with something that happened few days ago and really fun. (:

on monday, i went out to study with xinping and keneth! :D we planned to go holland v, starbucks. we are suppose to meet at 9am at bukit batok but i was late by 9min. xinping later than me. haha. we got there at about 10am, had breakfast and started our work. i ordered belgium waffle(yuuuuuuuummy!) and iced mocha. (: did a lot and at about 1plus, we went for lunch at burger king! the toilet there stinks, totally! like, really very disgusting. its not all those normal toilet stinking smell. but, something worse than that. its nothing close to that smell either. xinping says smells like beauty world there that toilet. haha. ohh well, after our lunch, we started on work again. i manage to finish my chem tys, physics tys and some sbq qns! :D and i was suppose to get home by 5pm. i got home by 5.30pm instead. my mum was like, nagging and scolding. finally, i got grounded. parents memories are bad, i didnt really take her scoldings and naggings into consideration. cause, i did nth wrong at all. if i were playing out whole day, i dun mind her scold me. but, i was studying! anyway, its over. (:

alright, now to tuesday, nothing much happened that day. just that i have chest pains and have to go home for check up. but, my mum super cute. the appointment was at 11.30pm. i had to wait that long. well, i went home early to rest but went tuition instead. after tuition, i went home and waited up till 9.45pm to go for dinner. it is THAT late. after dinner, we went to yew tee for the appointment. but it was still early. so, we stayed at mac to study! (: my parents read their newspaper, while i do my work. i had some fries and MOCHA! how i loooove mocha. :D its really nice. we stayed at mac until 11.20pm and walked to the clinic. had my check up and took my medicine. after that, we went home. the doctor says im overly stress. omg. i dun even feel stress! so weird..

moving on to TODAY! well, nothing much happen too. almost late for school. but, its okayy. then after school, went studying with xinping, keneth, peisan and josh. (: we were so guaii. we really study. maybe not me. i slack a lot. i didnt do much. chem tys 2008 is really tough. i stuck at a qn for super long. sigh. then we walked to westmall that bus stop and crapped a lot. i think i crap the most. and talk super loud somemore. hee. too bad, im a pure loudspeaker. (: whatever.

that's the end i guess. i shall post a bit more this week if possible! :D there'll be more fun coming up this week! :D especially on friday, i hope. wee~ sorry, too lazy to bold or underline the words. my bad.. and, im not acting cute. (:
#18 addiction; temptation; indecisive
Saturday, August 8, 2009 @ 5:43 PM

ohh no! im so addicted to using comp. urghh. i must not be tempted to use it anymore. well, but, i only use it once every week. okayy, no procrastination. i haven done any homework yet! i guess its another burn midnight oil day. im mad. and blogging is seriously fun. LOL.

should i watch Up, Hangover or G.I Joe?? multiple choices. or ALL?? :DD
#17 friends, or not?
@ 4:51 PM

boo. back for my second post of the day. was blog hopping just now and found out that shicheng's blog is alive again. so read a few posts of his and what he says is really true. as in the content of his post. cant remember which day it was. im not a stalker.

well, just because of something that happen 2 to 3 months ago, we cut off relations with each other. well, the biggest regret i have over this issue is that we cant even be friends after we break up. like, u said we could. and, i regret not being able to be friends with you anymore. like, to accept you as a lover, i cant do it for now. to accept you as a friend, i believe i can. point is, im not even given a chance to be your friend. LOL. walking past each other is like walking past some stranger. we dun 'hi' to each other and we dun even smile. just turn our eyes away. that really suck. im seriously saying it in a point of view of a friend. not someone who have a crush on you or whatsoever.

i dun deny that i might have that little feeling of love for you, but, im sorry. even if you want to be back tgt, i'll just reject you with a firm NO. that's all. all i want is to be friends. like how we used to, even before we got tgt last year. can talk, can chat, can laugh, can play. now?? lol. none of the above. i was pondering over this question a few days ago. why are we not talking to each other? obviously, i dunno y. and the more i thought of it, the more i cry. im crying cause i cant believe i lose a friend just like that. a close friend. a friend that i hold dearly to. seriously, just friends. i remember my first break up, we stop talking to each other for about a year plus. LOL. i guess, its just history repeating itself.

but, this time round, i doubt its a year plus. its like for a lifetime. once secondary school's over, we'll be walking our own way, fulfilling our own dream. and, yes. i've lost that friend of mine. why cant we instead, cherish the times we had together now until we graduate?? all i know is that, friendship cannot be bought. it can only be nurtured. once that link is broken, its hard to mend it back. i've taken a long and hard time to mend my relationship with other people and i managed. but, this relationship is so hard to mend it back. 'it takes two hands to clap' it doesnt work if only i try to mend this friendship. the choice is yours. but i guess, you would choose otherwise.

im sorry. but, i cant promise that i will stop loving you. but, it doesnt mean that we cant be friends. and, i can promise you that we can NEVER get back tgt anymore. i've learnt not to break promises. so, rest assured. so many couples around me have been friends even after breaking up. and it hurts so much just to know that.

to all my juniors having that little conflict of yours: you'll never how hard it is to mend a friendship that is broken. if you dun cherish your friends, you'll regret it. most probably for life.

pardon my grammatical error and stuff. this is not an essay. -.-
#16 another week has gone
@ 3:26 PM

okayy. just posted some song lyrics and there's more to come. (:

well, another week has gone, and so, another promise unfulfilled. its alright. i had lots of fun this week. many things had happened in just this one week. thursday was our school's opening ceremony. :D and ms grace fu came as the guest-of-honour. every single teacher was dressed up. had a photo with mr pu and ms lau. but, not others. :X ohh well, i shall take it next time. (:

on thursday, we were dismissed from school at 10.30am. then we had a movie after that! HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF-BLOOD PRINCE. well, at first, i thought it wasnt that disappointing cause i hadnt read the book yet. but, heard that my the show left out a lot of details. ohh well, so i guess its a disappointment afterall. LOL. and before the movie started, we saw the advertisement of AVATAR: THE LAST AIRBENDER! :DDD ohh my! we were super happy then. its an excellent cartoon and now, its coming to the cinema! but, have to wait till next year. -.- its alright. the most surprising thing is that, i didnt know daniel and changyen watch avatar. haha. after the movies, we went for lunch and went home. i have to get home to get my uniform for my duty and then, took a cab back to school. which costs me 7bucks. -.- that's very expensive.

the parade was nice! it started at 5.48pm and most of us were watching by the corner. when its my turn to do duty, i went to the walkway and stood there with nazirul. after that, i went to bathe and waited for the others to come back. i waited from 7pm to 8pm. stupid people. and end up, i had dinner with josh and keneth. without kor they all. so angry at them. well, at least i studied chemistry while waiting. didnt waste my time! :DD had mac as dinner and went home at about 9.45pm. i was waiting for the bus but, it came too late. so, i walked to the mrt station instead to take train. thank God, my mum didnt scold. haha.

then, on friday, which is yesterday, we had national celebration in school! so, its another half day. (: well, its not exactly a celebration for the sec4s though. cause, we still had lessons going on. we had lessons the whole day until 10.45am. we didnt wanna waste time, so rather carry on with lessons. (: at 10.45, we went westmall together to plan a surprise for josh, by gracia. yeahh, he was 'surprised'. LOL. then, the three of us shared food! so fun! mix and match all the food. haha. and before lunch, we went shopping. daniel wanted to buy a cd but, he could not find it. i went to look at the cameras cause i wanna get one by the end of the year. just in time for prom night. i haven shop for prom stuff either. well, its really a big headache. cause, i dun have that money to buy all the stuff. i have to save up instead. i need like 500 bucks by the end of the year?? the camera takes more than half of that budget. haha.

after lunch, we went to mac to study. we were all super tired. josh fell asleep, keneth looks exhausted. and i was tired too. but, didnt stop doing my maths. cause i dun wanna waste time. and daddy treat me ice-cream! :DDD haha. well, i didint do much that day. cause, as usual, we tend to talk and joke around. i left there at about 4.30pm. actually wanted to leave at bout 6plus 7 de. but, my mum needed me back home. so, went home earlier. (: then once i got home, i slept and slacked. i didnt do any work ever since the time i came home yesterday until now. -.- conclusion: i HAVE TO study outside. the prelims are coming, and im really afraid. i wanna get like 10points for my prelims?? well, not impossible. it'll be possible if i work hard for it. (: i have my ideal poly already. and if i dun end up there, i'll have no where to fulfill my dream. JIAYOU lo. :DD
#15 secondhand serenade - fall for you
@ 3:25 PM

The best thing about tonight's
that we're not fighting
It couldn't be that we have been this way before
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
that I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you that
I would never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed
But I have loved you from the start

Oh, But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
that I will fall for you, over again
Don't make me change my mind
I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in
I'm yours to keep

And hold onto your words
'Cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight
When you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
that I will fall for you, over again
Don't make me change my mind
I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
that I will fall for you, over again
Don't make me change my mind
I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find
#14 demi lovato - here we go again
@ 3:20 PM

I throw all of your stuff away
And then i clear you out of my head
I tear you out of my heart
And ignore all your messages
I tell everyone that we are through
Cause i'm so much better without you
But it's just another pretty lie
Cause i break down
Everytime you come around
O oh o oh

Chorus:
So how did you get here
Under my skin?
I swore that i'll never let you back in
Should have known better
Been trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again
Hard as i try i know i can't quit
Something about you
Is so addictive
We're falling together
You think that by now i know
Cause here we go go go again

You never know what you want
And you never say what you mean
But i start to go insane
Everytime that you look at me
You only hear half of what i say
And you're always showing up too late
And i know that i should say goodbye
But it's no use
Can't be with or without you
O oh o oh

[chorus]

Ohhh
And again (and again)
And again (and again)
And again

I threw all of your stuff away
And i cleared you out of my head
And i tore you out of my heart
O oh o oh
O oh o oh

[chorus]

Should have known better
In trying to let you go
Cause here we go go go again

Again again again and again and again
And again and again and again
#13 jason mraz - i'm yours
@ 3:18 PM

Well, you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but your so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks, now I'm tryin to get back
before the cool done run out I'll be givin it my best test
and nothin's gonna stop me but divine intervention
I reckon it's again my turn to win some or learn some

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait
I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music at the moment people dance and sing with me
Were just 1 big family
And it's our godforsaken right to be loved loved loved loved loved

So, i won't hesitate no more,
no more, it cannot wait i'm sure
there's no need to complicate our time is short
this is our fate
I'm yours

Scooch on over closer, dear
And I will nibble your ear

I've been spendin' way too long checkin' my tongue in the mirror
and bendin' over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
and so I drew a new face and I laughed
I guess what I'd be sayin' is there ain't no better reason
to rid yourself of vanities and just go with the seasons
it's what we aim to do
our name is our virtue

But I won't hesitate no more,
no more it cannot wait
I'm yours

well open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la one big family
it's your god forsaken right to be loved, loved, loved, loved

open up your mind and see like me
open up your plans and damn you're free
look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la happy family
it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved

it's our god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
listen to the music of the moment come and dance with me
ah, la peaceful melodies
it's you god forsaken right to be loved loved loved loved
#12 the first normal post
Saturday, August 1, 2009 @ 12:22 PM

hi (: today's the first normal post i post here. normal in a sense that not a song lyrics post. alright. i guess i would be able to tag once a week? hopefully my mum would return me my computer someday. at least she returned me my handphone. well, that's something good. okayy, i cant really remember what exactly happened the entire week. but, i'll try and post bits and pieces of it.

well, had quite a number of tests this week and i doubt i'll pass them anyway. i've been failing my tests since last year. -.- especially sciences and humanities. i trying hard but, i still find myself quite slack. i only study when its 10 at night and stay up until like 12plus 1? that's extremely bad. but, i dun really care. as long as i've studied, its fine. (: had add. maths, geog(nat. veg, chinese, chemistry(alkanes;alkenes) tests. im sure im gonna fail chem test once again. of all the 9tests we had, i passed only 1. that's pathetic. -.- i do have the knowledge, but, i guess i do not have the skills. alright. tests are over, but, there's more to come...

had a 2 rehearsals for Opening Ceremony this week. next thursday is the final thing. such a pity that im not chosen to be the conducting spec. its an honour to wear the no.1 uniform. but, i dun have a chance to cause im not a staff. how disappointing. somehow, i regretted my decision i made a year ago. there's no turning back, like what mr chun said last year. i feel so 'crippled' not being a staff and all i can do is just watch them by the side and do some saikung(shit jobs). -.-

yesterday was one of the longest rehearsals we had. it ended at about 7plus. however, ncc stayed behind to practice on their drills. i was studying in ncc room though. xushao called and i went to look for them. they were writing some eagles award thing. im still wondering if i have a chance to get it. well, im not a staff. daniel and xushao's like trying to cheer me up. not exactly cheer but, telling me i definitely can get it. im like, yeahh right. i dun even know how they choose. that AAC award is not even supposed to be mine. -.- its God's blessing. (: and its the proudest award i've ever gotten. (: i was helping them with dome of the pointers but we spend most of the time talking and i kinda like irritated daniel. im really sorry. its just joking. ): the other ncc people started their photo taking in their no.1 and josh came to find us after that. he was jumping about and when he reach us, he slipped and fell. -.- we're all laughing like crazy with some teachers. LOL. we helped the teachers with some stuff and went for dinner. xushao and daniel went on their own while i go with josh, clarence and some other st. john and ncc land people. (: we went koufu for dinner at westmall. gracia and josh were super funny ytd. we cant even eat our food. i almost puke out everything that i ate. -.- we went mac for supper and saw kelway, peisan, xinle, etc. i went home with xinle and got home by 10.45pm. well, that's my curfew. last night was really hilarious.

school, in summary, is rather okayy. i dun even treat school as school. its just a chill out place for me to put other things aside. it seriously is. im always that hyper in school with changyen and josh. well, they should know why. :D im trying to live my life in a cheerful way and not an emo one like last time. much more thing can be achieved when you're cheerful. i was late on thursday for school. cause, i went to get my breakfast and that ice milo made me had a bad stomachache. aargh. im trying to cope with my class tests and its really hard for me to do it. i dun have much knowledge of everything. when we're having tests, i'll be like, ohh crap. i know nothing bout this. i can spend hours on understanding a topic and that's pure wasting time.

that's the week for me. my ups and downs for this week. i wun be able to go church today. ): i had diarrhea when i got up and it was THAT terrible. -.- and, my uncle's brother-in-law just passed away. so, we have to take care of my cousin. didnt have discipleship as well. cause yesterday's remedial starts at 1.30. and i have to go home and get money. -.- didnt really have a good walk with God this week. and, y cant i have diarrhea on monday! then can go home study instead. but, have to face my dumb NS brother who scolds me like nobody's business. still having cold war with him ever since the last incident. LOL.