introduction
biography
Maybelline Chang
29 May 1993
Gemini; Rooster
16
Bukit Batok Secondary
Status: just graduated
HEY, welcome to my blog. (: Sorry that i keep changing blogskins.I just have yet to find a suitable one. HAHA. Well, enjoy! :D
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#101 song of the week
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Thursday, November 26, 2009 @ 5:27 AM
wee~ im now in changi. (: going hongkong in about 1hour time. now got nothing to do. so use airport's comp and free internet. haha. (: i've been rotting in mac the whole night. well, chatting on FB is what i've been doing the whole time. LOL. ohh well, shant post much. nothing to post as well. supposedly to type an email, but, my parents are all around. a bit hard to type. LOL. BON VOYAGE! to those who are going to mission trip. haha. (: be sure to complete your mission! (:
Wednesday, November 25, 2009 @ 9:02 PM
boo, im going hongkong soon. (: well, even if its just 5days, i'll be missing something here. haha. will be back with lots of presents! :D:D wee~ i love shopping. haha. my mum already give me 500bucks lo. haha. ohh well, as for chalet posts and pictures, i'll post them here when i get back. i'll never forget anything that i wanna post de. haha. actually, im going hongkong tmr morning. but, as the flight's like 6.50am in the morning, we have to reach changi at 4.50am. so, my mum have decided to camp over at changi tonight. LOL. then we dun have to wake up so early and call for a cab. waste money. how i wish my family has got a car... next time when im married, i definitely will marry someone who knows how to drive. urghh. haha. one day, i'll find the chance to say it out..
Saturday, November 21, 2009 @ 9:43 PM
tmr's class chalet. and, strictly speaking, im not looking forward for it. well, i paid for it. so, i'll just go there and have some fun. (: i dun really think class chalet would be fun this year. hope im wrong after it. haha. its like, our whole class are in cliques/groups. i dunno. they're just tgt on their own. and, me? keneth's not going. so, i'll be alone. siann. how i wish daddy was in the same class as me. *dreams* i know that daniel will go there on his own. so, i'll just go on my own too. i think those that'll be meeting the other classmates will be the a-c clique, zhenlin they all and gay gang bahh. i dun wanna sit on the train alone and rot when in actual fact, i've got some friends there. i'd rather sit on my own, without ppl that i know, in the train. yeahh. i dunno if im isolating myself, but, i just dun like the way of being left out. ): its like, if with them, i'll be left out. why not just be alone. at least you're friends with yourself. LOL. i think my mindset's weird. ^.- p.s. i am so in to reading blogs now. -.- nth to do, that's why.
@ 2:12 PM
today's saturday and im suppose to go church. but, my bro just came home from army after about 2weeks. so, my mum wants to have a family lunch. plus, we're going off soon. so, have a meal tgt. (: alright, woke up rather early today, 9am. then played comp and watch tv until now. so boring. ohh yeahh, ytd was my nephew's one year old birthday. (: we went to my aunt's place, his ahma's house, to celebrate and bbq. :D i've been having lots of bbq lately. 2 days ago was kenneth's bbq. ytd was my nephew's bbq. tmr, will be my class bbq. my goodness. im gonna put on a lot of weight after this. HAHA. plus, i'll be eating a lot overseas. my nephew's really cute! :D but he dun let me carry him. ): siann. his eyes are like super big. and have very long eye lashes. i still remember the first time i saw him, he was so small. his eyes werent as big. and he is so quiet on the bed. now, he's like, grown up A LOT. and is so noisy. (: haha. kids are just kids. :D:D cuuuuuute!
Friday, November 20, 2009 @ 10:32 AM
heyho! :D i just went to kenneth's(maris stella) chalet yesterday! :D haha, very fun. at first, i thought it wouldnt be that fun. cause i dunno all his friends. but, turn out, they are really nice. (: went out at about 3plus. waiting for eunice. then we ended up taking cab there. and, we waited for kenneth to fetch us for a very long time. -.- like about an hour plus. so irritating la. uurgh. his friends were all there. but, we dunno each other. so, we're like acting as strangers waiting for the same lorry. haha. finally, he came. we took the front seats and his brother lost his way. -.- at last, we get to the chalet, which was really ulu. i dun like. then we sat at one corner and have our dinner. kenneth was asking us to join him and his friends. i was reluctant to join cause all of them like so paikia type. SUPER. but eunice say join them first la. not fun then we do something else. so im like, okayy lo. we went up to the second level to play. then we play big2 and Circle Of Death. those who lose have to drink la. and all the guys are trying to make the 2girls drink. but, eunice drink all. cause i dunno how to drink. but, i did my part too. (: i saved her from 3games. haha. COD was the one that need to drink the most. and, they all aim the both of us again. eunice drank a lot, and a bit not sober liao. then the guys stop making her drink. time for the cake! :D and eunice was very crazy by that time. -.- haha. i just went everywhere she go lo. just in case. the guys also ask me take good care of her. we took photo with kenneth then went back up and eunice rest for a while. after that, she was feeling better. then one of the guys make her drink again. -.- just one mouth la. after she drink, he's like, you dun drink already! but, is he give her one. -.- bout 10plus, i wanted to go home le. cause have to reach home by 11pm. if not kenna scolded. but, i was late in the end. -.- LOL. then went we wanna go home, about 9 of the guys pei us walk out lo. very nice. (: two of them went home first cause their bus was here. then the rest waited with us for a cab. then we keep crossing the road to hail cabs. we kinda like split up. half was at the opposite side hailing cab, while the other half stayed there to hail cab. i think the guys are really gentleman. one of the guys, gillian(dunno how to spell) called a cab for us. while the others look out for cabs. (: and kept us company. after calling, the cab appear.(: gillian doubled check with the cab driver and confirm that it was our cab. then he went away le. few minutes later, he and eugene came back. asking if we got enough money not and tell us that we have to pay the extra fare. and we're like, okayy. thanks. THEY ARE REALLY GENTLEMEN! although all of them super paikia. their conversation are full of vulgarities. -.- like, the whole sentence is made up of vulgarities la. but, when it comes to girls, they are really nice. i think they are even better than our school guys lo. although our school guys dun speak much vulgarities. another irony. ohh well. i cant forget how they pei us the whole night. (: so fun! :D:D
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 10:38 PM
i've been doing nothing the whole day. haii, just sleep and watch tv. pig. LOL. i wanna blog, but dunno what to blog. ohh well..
@ 2:02 PM
i.am.so.bored... urghh. im like cooped at home with nothing to do. have to face my mum somemore. she took half day off cause of her eye. this means that i have more naggings to tolerate. i cant stand it! i just wanna go out and play la. -.- but the point is, no one to play with. LOL. the next playtime i have is like my class chalet. which is 4days later, a sunday. dun feel like going also. i doubt it'll be as fun as i expected it to be. but, ohh well. since i paid already(with my own money!), i shall go. LOL. maple got new patch. my dad's comp is taking so long to dl it! lousy. -.- go maple also do nth. LOL. i wanna sleep! but, my mum will nag.. WHAT TO DO???? im dying of boredom. ): p.s. prom photos are uploaded on fb (:
@ 12:52 AM
prom's over! prom just ended about 2 to 3hours ago. well, had fun there. (: haha. i wun talk much about prom. let the photos do the talking. well, something YOU have to know.. SIWEI'S PROM QUEEN!!!!! haha, yupp. (: supposedly, today was like the last day we would be together as bbss students. i remember, this morning, alan asked me something like which was the best year out of your sec sch life. and, my answer was, NONE. sec1 and 2 wasnt that nice for me. im more like those outcast in my class, cause all of them have like cliques. sec3, was a better year. and it was even better when things changed for me. but, looking back, it wasnt that great. for i miss out a lot of things. sec4, definitely not a good one. 80percent of my time, im like crying over things that will not happen. if i were to choose a best year out of these 4, it would be sec3. even though i miss out a lot in school. in terms of fun, laughter etc. cause sec3 was the time where i spent my happiest days. (: last day of being together, i kinda regret. i took photos with most classmate of 3E1, 4E1. but deliberately not one. its easy, you dun have to guess. the answer's obvious. (i didnt take with jiejian and janis too! aiya.) a thing that happened 7months ago, caused much awkwardness to us. that thing, caused us to be distant. it caused us to not even being able to talk normally. 7months, not talking to him. its not weird to me. cause, im used to it. but, there's that regret. i think even for chalet, i wouldnt talk to him. it would be weird if i did. what an irony. we avoided each other every single day for 7months. haii.. when i was taking cab home, i was thinking to myself.. last day, didnt talk and no pictures. should i have taken it?? it felt terrible. terrible because, i still see him as a friend. things do not have to turn out this way, thanks to some ppl. i didnt even see him today. as in didnt like look at him like how i look at others. i dun even know what he wear. and what colour. i just realised he's wearing a blazer. LOL. and, coincidentally, today the 17th, was like the day we went our way exactly 7months ago. urghh. that must have hurt, supposedly. but, im not. cause i manage to let go. if i were to shed a tear for him again, it would be tears of regret, for not being able to be friends and nothing else. and, given a chance, i wouldnt wanna be friends with him. i would rather things are like that. i dunno why. but, i just dun wan, even though i regret. LOL. well, that was how i felt. i'll post pictures on facebook tmr. (: cause, its late already. how i wish i can stay outside today. ): tata~
Sunday, November 15, 2009 @ 11:37 PM
I Need You Baby, baby I swear to you Baby, baby I’m here for you I don’t know why Why I did those things to you What went through my mind And I don’t know why Why I broke your heart in two Guess that I was blind Baby how I wish you could forgive me Just one more time Chorus And I swear, I’ll be there Anytime you want me to I’ll be true , here for you Don’t leave me lonely Cause I need you Yes I’ve been a fool Now I see the price to pay I can’t run and hide Cause I’m losing you And my chances slipped away with each time I lied Baby how I wish you could forgive me, one more time Chorus Baby living without you will tear me apart When I know how it could have been But I don’t care what it leads to let’s making a new start And give a love a chance to win Cause baby I swear baby, baby I swear to you Anytime you want me to baby, baby I’m here for you Don’t leave me lonely cause I need you Chorus x2 Cause baby I need you
@ 11:15 PM
alright peeps. today was rather tiring. didnt have sufficient sleep all the time. ): friday night slept at 12plus, cause of maple. -.- haha! then saturday morning woke up at 8am to go facial. tired! somemore my facial at SIMEI! super far.............. saturday, slept at 11plus after maple. cause really tired. wanted to play the whole night one. and, im using my dad's comp. he need it as well. so, cant play long. then woke up at 7plus to go hospital. TIRED!! reached KK at bout 9plus, due to that traffic jam in the morn. irritating. got to KK and had breakfast with my uncle and aunt. then went up to the ward. :D my cousin and i wanted to watch POWER RANGERS from okto! but, they dun have okto channel. in the end, we watch BEN10 from cartoon network. -.- they got CN but no okto. ... LOL. after BEN10, we went to the ward and his dad, my uncle, went home. i stayed with him the rest of the morning lo. his temperature is like !! fluctuate A LOT. haii.. in the ward, im like doing my stuff, he keep walking in and out to watch tv. until the nurse came to give him his medicine. so cute lo, use syringe to drink de. i still need to feed him. cause he's got a tube on his hand. then dun wanna move his hand. -.- like handicapped. ... LOL. then he lie on the bed doing nth. i also. at 12plus, his lunch came and i had to feed him! he doesnt have any appetite lo. i had to coax and force him to eat. soon, my eldest aunt came. then took care of him with me. cut to the chase, there are times when his temperature was like really high! highest for today was, 39. lowest was, 36.6. haii. when he's having his med, its like wanting his life. cry and scream like dunno what. LOL. whatever it is, i would like to thank those who helped me with the prayer request! THANKS! :D and, PRAISE THE LORD!! seriously! :D LOL. i went church ytd and prayed that on monday, things would be alright, i would be able to buy my stuff. so, during thithes and offerings, i gave all the money i have left, surrending them to Him. and, that was only 2bucks. today, i received, 90bucks from both my uncle and eldest aunt! my uncle's excuse was, thanks for bring my son to the doctor and took care of him today for the whole day. (i stayed there for 12hours. -.-) that's like my NANNY fee. LOL! then my eldest aunt's excuse was, Olevels over liao, go have fun. nahh, take the money. -.- so cool! AMEN!
Friday, November 13, 2009 @ 4:23 PM
urghh. finally! the o's are over. :D LOL. i went home straight after school to play my com. -.- who knows, my mum locked my com and forgot the password. super pissed off right now. so irritating la. i waited for so long to play. then in the end cannot play. AHHH. p.s. im using my dad's com.
Sunday, November 8, 2009 @ 12:04 AM
Mhh yeahh Boy I would have thought that, When you left me I'd be broken, With my confidence gone, So gone. Hey boy would have thought that When you said that you don't want me I'd feel ugly and sense something was wrong Standin' in front of the mirror My skins never been clearer My smiles never been whiter [Chorus:] I look so good without you Got me a new hair due Lookin' fresh and brand new Since you said that we were through Done with your lies Baby now my tears dry You can see my brown eyes Ever since you said goodbye I look so good I look so good without you I look so good I look so good without you [ Jessie James Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ] Hey i never would have thought that When you left me I'd feel sexy and so good in my skin again And I never would have known that I'd be dreaming so much better Without you in my head Standin' in front of the mirror My clothes never fit better My, I've never been louder [Repeat Chorus:] I look so good I look so good without you I look so good I look so good without you Now baby my body's lookin' better than before Ain't biting my nails since you walked out of that door I realize now I deserve so much more Than what you give Than what you give Than what you give ohhhh
@ 12:01 AM
In the heart Of the night Where it's dark In the lights I heard the loudest noise A gunshot on the floor Ohhhh Ohhhhh I looked down And my shirts turning red I'm spinning around Felt her lips on my neck And her voice in my ear Like I missed you Want you tonight Straight through my heart A single bullet got me I can't stop the bleeding Ohhhh Straight through my heart She aimed and she shot me I just can't believe it Ohhhh No I can't resist And I can't be hit I just can't escape this love Straight through my heart Soldier down(my heart) Soldier down(my heart) Thought I moved More than on Thought I could Fool her charm I really wanna go But I can't leave her alone Ohhhh ohhhh Hear the sound Of a love so loud I just can't, I just can't Ignore this feeling Said she misses me And she wants me Wants me tonight Straight through my heart A single bullet got me I can't stop the bleeding Ohhhh Straight through my heart She aimed and she shot me I just can't believe it Ohhhh No I can't resist And I can't be hit I just can't escape this love Straight through my heart Soldier down(my heart) Soldier down(my heart) In the heart Of the night When it's dark In the lights I heard the loudest noise A gunshot on the floor Straight through my heart A single bullet got me I can't stop the bleeding Ohhhh Straight through my heart She aimed and she shot me I just can't believe it Ohhhh No I can't resist And I can't be hit I just can't escape this love Straight through my heart Soldier down(my heart) Soldier down(my heart)
Saturday, November 7, 2009 @ 11:32 PM
heya! :D its a long weekend this week. i've got 5more papers to go for. but, i've been slacking my day thru these 4days. studied one chapter for geography and did none for chinese and paper1 mcqs. ): alright, i guess im too complacent and lazy. i have to work harder!! sometimes, i feel that this is just human nature. procrastination. we've obviously got so much time to spare but we just wanna waste it off. always telling yourself, i'll do it. but in the end, i'll wait. no matter how things are shaped out nicely through your mouth, it isnt what you've shaped. its something that is twisted.  everything changes as time passes by.. my mum just shifted furnitures around my house and i just realised how much things have changed. i used to have a queen size bed, but now its like a single size bed. new bedsheets and all. from a bedroom to a study cum sleeping room. (: thinking of what the past looks like, it got me reminded of what i did in the past, in this big room. well, time passes. and soon, the Olevels will end. that's when everyone of us walked our own way. everything comes to an end. (: so long..
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