my mum sent me an email early in the morning to tell me about the job ad on the news. and, she ask me go down for the interview. so, ya. i just go lo. (:
alright, then my dad bought breakfast for me in the morning. but, i didnt eat much at all. i've got no appetite. then after that, send in my options for the JAE thing. yupp, i sent it already. i am THAT kancheong. LOL. i also dunno y? ^.-
in the afternoon bout 12plus, i went for the interview with my dad and we almost lost our way. i just went there and fill in a form. then im accepted already. although the person never circle the 'accepted' word on the form. i just hope nothing goes wrong and i can start work soon. (: oh, they are looking for people who wants to work as sales assistant. its a flower shop. so, cheanpin, if you are interested, tag me! :D yupp.
if nothing goes wrong, i will officially start work on the 21st Jan. i have to work during CNY as well. only on the first day though. (: at least i get to earn some money. :D haha. oh, and, something REALLY funny happen. the interiewer thought that my dad was my BROTHER! omg! is either he looks young, or i look old. ): LOL!
i just hope what i think is right. i dun want another disappointment, another moment to feel hurt. i think im thinking too much. oh gosh. i definitely am. T.T
well, song of the week refers to a song that i've been listening over and over again for the whole week. haha, i'll have one every week unless that song stuck onside my head for 2weeks. LOL.
sorry. the official mv embedding is taken away by the owner. bear with this.
okay, another venting anger session. alright, i admit, my results are not so very nice that i can flaunt to others or whatever. but, at least i met my mum's expectations. i think despite meeting her expectations, she's still not that happy about it. i mean, seriously, my results are not very good. i might not even be able to get into the course i want.
what's the point if i distort the truth about my results? LOL, so what if my bro can go uni? hello, i haven even pass poly yet, how am i suppose to go uni?! when my bro's results are poor, did you even notice? when my results are poor, then started comparing. please, if you want to care about your own feelings, please care about how those people who have their results in their hands feel.. i cant stand people talking behind me.
physics, F9 -> B4. chemistry, E8 -> B3 even mdm yaw was happy for me. -.-
do anyone ever know what im feeling exactly right deep down my heart with my results? other than myself? so, just shut up.
nothing much about my results. a few quotes from me. (:
"things will somehow work out." so, please dun worry too much for those who thinks that their results are not good. cause, i think im worse than whoever you are out there.
"everything is over. dun harp on anything anymore" yupp, 2 out of 3 nightmares are over. so, there's only one more left that is where we'll be posted to. so, you can spend lesser time worrying over that. LOL. but, DUN MISS THE REGISTRATION DATES!
alright, that's it. (: and, I FULFILLED MY 5TH RESOLUTION(the one that was updated few days back). :D haha. i manage to let it go already. well, i think i forgot about 1/6 of it. (: so, yupp. its okay if none of you understands what im saying.
dun ask me anything about my results. im done telling people about my results. thanks.
i think its super natural for everyone to be nervous for tmr lo. cause, its the result day! i was worrying about it the whole afternoon today. i was very afraid that i wun be able to go into the course that i want. but, whatever it is, im definitely going to go for my INTERIOR ARCHITECTURE COURSE! :D i dun care. hah.
well, i think daniel's right. have faith in God. if you have faith, you wun have to worry. worry and faith are oxymoron. so, im going to have confidence in myself and have faith in Him. although the peace from Him wasnt that strong. but, i believe i'll be fine. :D come on people! face tmr! :D:D
i thought of this when i was alone on the bus back home from church. i've got to add one more resolution.
#5 Let go of things that i should have let go a long time ago sometimes, i just have to let things go no matter how much i miss it. when its gone, it really is. i just dun like the feeling of holding on to it anymore. it feels so terrible and tiring. so, i shall try my best to let it go. its something not worth holding on to anymore. but, something worth remembering. (:
sorry for being so emotional all of a sudden. HAHA. :D:D
this is the first time i went to an open house. LOL. went to TP with keneth and cheanpin today. alright, i have to say, the school's big and the people are really nice. (:
hmm, we had lunch in TP. the food's okay la. (: and we watched the fashion show by the apparel design people. if my results permit, i will go TP lo. for my interior architecture. (: hah. i think keneth just show them his photos ar, they will just say, "okay, you dun have to interview. you can start school on april." HAHA! its really nice. i think the photos in the school cannot be compared to his. i mean some la. not all. haha. shit(toilet). i think im praising him a lot. LOL! be honoured, keneth.
after lunch, we wanted to go home. so, i asked zhaoxiong and in the end, we lost our way! we walked under the hot sun to find the bus stop for about 3omins bahh. -.- cheanpin got the pictures. but, i think i super act cute! HAHA. on purpose de. LOL. then finally, we took 985 home. i went to the church la. so, church service start. nothing to talk about. just funny lo. (:
okay, same here. today is completely SLACK. i didnt even do housechores lo. haha. watch anime again. but, skip like 6episodes to the ending one. cause i dun wan to watch too much. haha.
uh, let's see what i have for the whole day. from morning, 10plus(the time i wake up) to 6plus, i had only one 香饼(something like 老婆饼), one biscuit, two pieces of bread(gardenia) and 9pieces of mochi(which is as big as a twenty-cent coin) -.- that's basically the food i had the whole day!
at 6, i went to fetch my cousin from de laselle and almost fainted along the way. cause, i eat very little. well, its not that i dun want to eat. but, when you did not work out your body much, naturally, you do not need a lot of food. that's y i didnt eat much. my stomach wasnt hungry too. when i got to his school, my ears were still hurting, A LOT. it felt like when you dive deep underwater without any gears like that. LOL. and, my head was spinning plus, i almost vomitted.
thank God, my cousin had one marshmallow with him(given by his teacher). so, i took a bite to curb the vomit. i felt better already. just that, my ears were still hurting badly. ): that's y, IM NEVER GOING RUNNING ANYMORE! i think cycling or swimming is like much better la!
came home and had quite a nice dinner. with fried chicken wings and drumsticks! :D haha. went to bathe, had dinner and watch tv while my mum coaches my cousin. when it was 9, we change shift. (: oh, here's what i was doing when coaching him at the same time. i just had too much time to spare. LOL.
this is the before. i just draw and outline. (: pardon my drawing, still learning. |x
this is the coloured one! LOL. uhh, the left hand is actually holding the dress(facing the same direction as the drawing). the hand part wasnt very nice. my bad. |x but, that's my best. haha.
alright, awaiting my results. im so scared now. all of a sudden. i scared i get more than 20 la. that's how bad my prelims were. ..... 30plus. -.-
its the open house season. but, of all poly open houses, im only going to one, TP. LOL. im just to lazy to go for others and i dun really like to attend open houses. btw, results are coming out on the 11jan, 2pm.
i did nothing the whole day except watching tv and using comp. that's how life goes.. oh man. someone, seriously, recommend me a job! T.T im rotting away....... i think when i go back to school for results, only 1/4 of my body are left...
some pictures of what i've done. (:
the bookmark i gave my cousin. (: well, it wasnt laminated. cause, no time. LOL. i had to give him before school reopens. -.-
the back of the bookmark. (: with some encouragement for him. hee.
this is the side. well, its those magnetic ones. so got a little flap.
two little pouches. (: for coins or mp3, etc. im just too bored. josh has one too. LOL.
hah, my self-made notebook. (:
the front of the book. (:
my drawing skills still sucks. but, after months of practicing, this is what i get. hee.
woke up with no aim in mind.. LOL. i lai chuang for like 2hours? i wasnt sleeping. i just didnt wanna get out of bed. and, my dad did not work today. -.-
alright, its my daily routine. slack and slack more. then my mum allowed me to go for the modelling interview. so, i went. hmm, nothing much. just sit there and wait for my turn. after that, just went in and have a little chat. only when we're interested then we call them back. my mum dun wan me work there so, i dun have to call back lo. (: oh, i saw this guy from the tv, i think. looks like Nat Ho. but, its not him. he just looks very very familiar.
it was still early to fetch my cousin, so i went to city hall to walk. :D very long never go there le. keep going orchard. a bit sian ar. LOL. then walked to suntec and then marina square and raffles link. windowshop A LOT. hee. but, didnt buy anything la. no money. ): no job. had 'Secret Recipe' for tea(i didnt had lunch). its just a cake and a drink. my favourite chocolate cake! :D hah, im fat again. -.-
well, i saw a few jobs in suntec but, one is waitress, the other salesgirl. i wanted to go for the salesgirl one. but, come to think of it, a bit far ar. then the waitress one was at 'Swensen's'. it was a walk-in interview. but, sorry, not interested in being a waitress. cause i just cant be one. LOL. cheanpin, you can go try! :D
went to de laselle to fetch my cousin and was late. xP he just guai guai wait outside only. haha. then went to the kopitiam at interchange there to eat. after which i went to lot1 to hunt for jobs. aww man. there are three shops available. but, i dun appeal to all. -.- 'Helen' doesnt want students. 'The Bluez' wants age of 18-35. Lastly, i didnt want to go for the 'Takashiya' shop. cause its those exercise one. as in it sells threadmills and other exercising electronics. haii. ):
my "puzzle" shop also no reply. i think i didnt get the job lo. too bad. i DESPERATELY need a job! ):
sometimes, i wonder if i should just give up. no point waiting...
#91 bryan adams - everything i do, i do it for you
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uhh, i wanted to post the MV here. but, embedding of that videa was disabled by the owner. sorry. just bear with this. this song's really really nice. (:
Look into my eyes - you will see What you mean to me Search your heart - search your soul And when you find me there you'll search no more Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for You know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you
Look into my heart - you will find There's nothin' there to hide Take me as I am - take my life I would give it all I would sacrifice Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for I can't help it there's nothin' I want more Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you
There's no love - like your love And no other - could give more love There's nowhere - unless you're there All the time - all the way
Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for I can't help it there's nothin' I want more I would fight for you - I'd lie for you Walk the wire for you - Ya I'd die for you
Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you
as the title suggests, i've been to mac today. (: well, i wanted to go to school for fun today, to see my sister. well, i treat her as a sister la.
i slacked the whole morning and left home at about 12pm. before i left, i checked up on the website of that advertising, modelling company. not sure whether its real or scam. but, they really had lots of advertisment including for pizza hut, singtel, starhub, etc. *ponders* ohh well. went and played with my bro's PSP! :D hah, who ask him to be in army? too bad. PSP's mine. :D
met up with keneth at mac and i went for a haircut. alright, not much of a difference la! keneth's like, "no difference what." LOL. its okay. i was alone then, cause he had to go home to take something. used the time to read my bible. (; alright, cheanpin was the first to arrive, followed by keneth then josh. as josh was like half an hour late, he treat us mac! :D hah. we came out with all the excuses we have. LOL. we even wrote a list for him so that he wun miss out any order.
i was being way too evil as well. and sarcastic i guess, sorry ar, LAOBA! :D you'll be my laoba forever. HAHA. :D keneth wanted to help josh carry the food but i stop keneth. :P oops. alright, i sincerely apologise. ): 对不起! this whole paragraph is dedicated to JOSH LIM SHI YUAN. (:
okay, we went home at about 4plus 5. we crapped like really A LOT. but, its fun. (: i got home, and was way too tired. so read my bible again and... someone called. it was fromt he MODELLING COMPANY!! i was like "???" that's really my reaction. i can hardly answer the lady. they just ask me to go interview tmr. but, have to ask parents la. my mum didnt nod her head. so, im not sure whether i can go or not. oh well..
then slept and my mum came home screaming at me and my dad. -.- whatever. we just let her go on with her yakking. then i slept until 8pm then wake up. that's y im so awake now. (: its already my 90th post. 10 more to the 100th one. (:
I have a dream a song to sing to help me cope with anything if you see the wonder of a fairy tale you can take the future even if you fail I believe in angels something good in everything I see I believe in angels when I know the time is right for me I'll cross the stream I have a dream
I have a dream a fantasy to help me through reality and my destination makes it worth the while pushing through the darkness still another mile I believe in angels something good in everything I see I believe in angels when I know the time is right for me I'll cross the stream I have a dream
went to orchard with irika today. (: well, we went to cineleisure, then had lunch at wisma atria. :D and went to shop at woodlands.
that's basically the story of today. but, there are more interesting parts. we watched "Alvin and the chipmunks 2". VERY FUNNY! and a nice show. (: and, i suddenly have the urge to watch romance movies and wanna have someone by the side to hold on to. alright, keep dreaming. *stares into space* okay, had some indian food in wisma. :D irika introduce them to me. its really nice, the potato. haha. once again, IM A POTATO LOVER. :D
moved on to woodlands. initially, we wanted to take the red-line to woodlands but we took to the wrong side. omg, how dumb can we get. haha. reach woodlands at about 5.40pm. irika started calling his bf and he said to come. she was like super excited. she haven been meeting him for a very long time. she's like super high. when he finally came, she's siao already. LOL.
i think the funny part about them is that they always bicker and argue. in a nice way. LOL. and when i side with her bf, she gives the *whatever* look. HAHA. a lot of funny things happen when im with them. but, i cant really remember la. LOL. but, when they needed me away, i will. haha. when they are like getting a bit more intimate, as in hug or talking to each other like that, i'll be scarce. HAHA. i let them have time alone. oh, when she gets a kiss, she's like super crazy! giving me the bimbo reaction. and guru(her bf) saw it. i was laughing like siao! and guru was giving me the *she's always like that* look. HAHA!
alright, here comes the fun part. I FOUND A JOB! well, i only applied for it. not sure if i'll get it not. 70% that i'll not cause they wanted someone with experience. but, i dun have any. so, yeah. ): but nevertheless, i'll PRAY! i believe God will help me find a job that suits me. come one people, pray for me too! i really need it. THANKS.
i've been watching too much tv and spotted these few groups of people! :D shuaii and cute. HAHA.
BOYS LIKE GIRLS. :D they are coming to singapore! :D how i wish i can go. *stares into space*
hah, save the effort of finding more pics when i have two of them here. :D i was watching the tv drama, table of glory, and joshua was super funny inside. cute too! dai yangtian as well! :D haha, shuaii eh. :D:D
just an extra photo, with dasmond koh and the 当我们同在一起-wuji. haha. all of them are like in my favourites. haha. watch out for the next 回家走走. featuring that WUJI guy. :D
alright, the more i search, the more favourite ppl i find! :D:D
without the geek glasses, 方大同looks really really shuaii. or perhaps, the geek glasses looks good on him! :D LOL.
okay, that's the last one. i'll post more if i see more. haha. ohh, and not forgetting TAYLOR LAUTNER! :D:D
alright, based on Joshua Ang's blog, he's really the type of guy i would fall for. (: but, not him, cause its impossible. and, i cant believe he's a Christian too. Amen! :D and Boys like Girls' concert, i REALLY wanna go! T.T
lastly, love them. :D
oh gosh, im turning so bimbo. exclaimer: IM NOT! its just girls reaction kinda thing. *smiles*
oh, and i went to bryan wong's blog(links) as well. i think his blog is a good place for me to understand more about interior designing. (: all his thoughts on HOME DECOR SURVIVOR. :D
tmr's the first day of school (: well, i dun have to go back though. cause i graduated already. :D haha. just realised that my 'sister' went to BBSS! i'll definitely go find her when i get back my results. haha.
okay, now, my brother's getting ready for his BRUNEI trip. he have to reach airport by 11.30pm. midnight flight. tired... LOL. but, he had a nap already. so its okay. :D well, today's alright for me. didnt go out for dimsum cause i was too tired. hee. then had brunch at yew tee with my uncle and aunt. (: while having brunch, alvin and my brother went for a haircut. i wanted to have one as well, but my mum suan me. -.- hate it..
did some handicrafts and played online games for the whole afternoon and went to lot1 in the evening. bought my facial stuff, using my ATM card! :D alright, the first time i use it. HAHA. its now less than 500bucks. T.T gotta find a job soon! LOL.
yeah! finally, im going out tmr. to watch ALVIN AND THE CHIPMUNKS. and, we're going so far for that movie, town. LOL. but can look for jobs too. (: alright. see ya, tata.
finally, my cousin went home. (: he's been staying at my house for a week. and, we have to take care of him EVERYDAY. its tiring. -.-
hmm, watched my favourite, POWER RANGERS JUNGLE FURY! :D haha. super nice. this is the only power ranger show that i watch every episode. LOL. i catch the the sunday ones too. but, only when im free. haha. then went to bathe and brought my cousin to my mum at POSB. im there to make my ATM card and, I HAVE IT! :D can you see the joy?! haha! ohh, and i saw yijun. LOL. she's there opening the account too. haha. hmm, what's my pin? uhh... ******
then went for lunch and met my aunt. so we chatted and went home. then came home to slack. well, made some handicrafts to encourage my cousins to work hard. (: then slack slack slack until seven plus, we went to bukit timah for dinner. (: another sumptuous dinner. no wonder im getting fatter. :D
as my brother's going brunei tmr, we'll be having dim sum for breakfast tmr! wee~ haha. hmm, maybe dinner at changi airport? ^.- woots. can have fun! :D but, i need a job as well. i need to keep my account growing. T.T no money lo. urghh. ohh, and, im waiting for the OKTO's new drama, the band. :D:D cause, JOAKIM GOMEZ's inside! :D i think he's super cute. haha. and, i didnt realise he was from the second Singapore Idol. LOL. and, im a sezairi supporter, so, YAY!
if you see me posting so many posts in one day, it goes to show how bored i am. (: so, bear with me. actually, the purpose of this blog is also to let me record things that i dun wanna forget or things that is hidden beneath my heart that i find it hard to say out. so, typing it here makes things easier. (:
the year 2009 has been a painful year to me with my ups and downs. things weren't going according to what i want. failed in both studies and relationship. how can that not hurt? furthermore, it was the O levels year. i've yet to get my results back. i mean WE'VE have yet to get it back. LOL. studies, during prelims, i was even LAST in class. now, im not even sure if i can pass Olevels or not. i have to struggle with studying at the last few weeks. with such little time, i've burnt midnight oil everyday. that was tiring.. haha. but, now, its over. (: it doesnt matter anymore. i just have to wait for my results and have confidence in myself.
er, relationships? LOL. it was my proudest moment of all and also my saddest day ever. well, i fell flat on the ground(with a deep crack) and have just stood up, with my knees bending a little. (: haha. i think it would not take so fast to stand upright again. well, as long as im use to it, i guess it'll be alright? yeah. but, i have to really say. this is the best relationship i ever had and one where im really serious. i think that's the reason why i took so long to stand up. i'll just treat it as an experience in life. knowing where mistakes are made, they'll be forbidden the next time.
BUT, it has been a year that i have to be proud of myself too. (: uhh, i got my AAC award and EAGLES award. at least i showed my parents that im capable of something. they attended my AAC ceremony too. im glad. when they saw the letter for me to get my money, they were all smiles. now, i can put the money in my savings account tmr. pray that there'll not be obstacles anymore. i waited really long for this time. i've been stopped by different things for 3times whenever i wanted to make my card. ): hope nothing crops up tmr! :D
my cousin's sleeping with me tonight, so i shall stop. (: sayonara! i wish that 2010 would be a GREAT year for me. :D and i believe it will.
alright, i'll be having TWOBIG dreams this year! :D
first and foremost, i MUST get into interior designing course. my first BIG dream. (: ever since the career guidance day last year, i've been wanting to become an interior designer. and, i've got no aims in my life now. so, this shall be my aim. :D
okay, second BIG dream.. i hope to find a partner in my life soon! :D this dream is super hard to achieve. i think cause of the drama series, i've been dreaming too much about wanting someone there. -.- well, its still my dream. :D this dream would take veeeeeeeery long to come true though.. you've got to find another one whom you care for more than the previous one.
i seriously need a job. i need to earn about 300bucks for my ATM card? oh man. i was suppose to make it yesterday. but i didnt know the bank half day. so, i went to the bank for nothing. tmr then can. currently, my mum will lend me the remaining money i need. i've got $290 on my own. (: i have to pay her back the money. T.T LOL.
today's not a very good first day of the year. cause its like SUUUUPER bored? i spend the whole day slacking. sitting in front of the tv and the computer. well, i look for jobs online too. (: found two jobs but, i have to send in my resume first before they consider whether to hire me or not. my voluntary organisation haven give me reply yet too! need to wait about two weeks to one month. i regret not signing up earlier. -.-
finish watching one of my favourite drama series le. (: the seventh day 最美丽的第7天. the genre is like romance? okay, the story plot might be a bit ridiculous but, its really sweet. i always cry when i watch it. :D it just makes me wonder when will i get to find the right one ^.- sometimes, i just wish that someone's there beside me for me to hug and cuddle up. im a girl afterall.
didnt expect my first post of 2010 is my 80th post. :D haha. alright, cause its the new year, so i wanted to blog. :D HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE! how i wish i can go marina countdown la. that would be so fun. but, it would be super crowded too. haha. my mum was afraid of the crowd. so she didnt want to go there. at least they extended the time for the last train until 2am. (:
hmm, how did i spend my new year's eve. uhh, went to westmall in the afternoon to enjoy swensen's. :D had chocolate crunch ice cream. sweeeeeeet~ and my well-done SIRLOIN STEAK! haha. very long never had steak le. :D:D it was actually to celebrate my cousin's(weehao) birthday la. his birthday's on 2jan though. usually the day when school reopens. LOL.
after swensen's, we walked around westmall and bought my another cousin's(spencer) school shoes. he bought two pair. cause his sister had two pairs too. so, have to be fair. -.- and i got tricked by him! i was tying my shoelace. so, i had to bend down. he held a shoe on top of my head. and when i stood up, i knock onto the shoe. and it was a HARD knock. cause the shoe very heavy. so irritating, but fun. haha. we just keep playing around westmall.
after his shoes, we went to ARCADE! :D played the hockey first, then basketball, the kiap soft toys one and some shooting game. the hockey super funny! spencer own goal like 10times?! haha! and, guess what? i saw this SUUUUPER shuaii guy in the arcade! HAHA! i crazy like siao. LOL! then that guy was queueing behind my brother to play the basketball. so, i get to stand in front of him! :D hee. siao liao lo. and he was wearing a jacket. when it was his turn, he took off his jacket wor! wahh, shuaii like shit! :D:D:D
tea break was after arcade. we went to the shop, "kopi roti" to rest and slack! :D i was watching "爱情0度C" there and enjoying my teh-ice. :D and we just chatted for a long time. until we decided to come to my house. (: both my cousins came. and we just watch tv. but spencer was super mafan! you cant imagine how mafan. he played maple. cause he very long never play le. so keep on, "AH MIN JIE JIE! this how ar?" wahh. i just laid there for 5min and was called again. -.- then insist that i play with him. so, just play lo. some bomb game. well, he was just 11. what can i expect? haha. and, i think he's really sweet to his mum. although he's always very rude to his parents. is SUPER rude. when we off the comp, he started to cuddle up to his mum and gave her a KISS :D so sweeeet! i think that's the best present a mum can get. (:
alright. cause of the sumptuous lunch, we had a super late lunch. which was about 10plus. i shared a bowl of noodles with weehao. he's the older cousin, btw. 23 liao and still watch cartoon and play maple! and some chee cheong fun with the others. (: i got this video clip. which shows the traffic light counting down. so, we were all like counting down together with it although its not twelve yet. LOL. we're just being lame and having fun. :D
well, i think new year should be spent with the ones we love. (: it'll be really nice and sweet. if i ever have a boyfriend, i would definitely go marina bay and countdown with him. :D and at the last second, i would just give him a kiss. (: its super sweet la. watching the fireworks together and having fun and laughter. then after the countdown, we can just walk around marina bay. or go until clarke quay and walk along the river. we can just talk about what happen in the year before and how our relationship have improved! :D that'll be soooo sweet. just the thought of it makes me a bit.. LOL. that'll just be my ideal new year celebration! :DDD
