Thursday, December 10, 2009 @ 3:45 AM
(him, refers to God.)
alright, decided to wake up earlier to blog before i leave for the airport at 5am. -.- 2things to blog about.
firstly, according to my title, its Him. well, ytd i was suddenly having this super nice attitude to my parents and cousin when i dun mean it at all. as in my heart and mind opposes each other. it was really weird. i felt that i wasnt myself. my heart was still filled with anger. but, my actions are like EXTREMELY friendly to my mum. i thought i would dislike my mum more than my dad. but, in fact, i dislike my dad more then my mum. ^.- wonder y... LOL. well, anw, im sure it wasnt me. cause, im those stubborn ones. doing things that come straight to my mind. so, i was wondering, if it could be Him. trying to make things easier and better for me. even after i talked super nicely to my mum, i cried. because, im thinking, why does my heart feels the other way and it felt empty. i guess, its God. (: Amen.
secondly, i wasnt able to fall asleep last night. its like, the more tired i get, the harder it is for me to sleep. so, i listened to 'muttons to midnight' all the way until the end. and at the end, the conversation with desiree lai, they talked bout TAYLOR LAUTNER! :D freaking hot! :D:D that totally made my day. im already tired. but, when they talked bout this, i was excited until i cant get to sleep at all! LOL! ohh, they were saying, taylor lautner's tgt with taylor swift! i dunno true or not. but, whatever. :D and, they were also saying how the girls reacted in the cinema when the muttons went to watch new moon. the scene where jacob took off his shirt when bella fell off the bike. LOL! i have no reactions then i think. cause, jacob's still in his long hair. which, makes me feel a little disgusted. haha!
so, they were like asking, "is it true that girls like hot guys, we definitely cant have that six pacs!" im like, duhh! both ofyou only know how to eat! haha. well, having super developed muscles is just another element, at least to me, another criteria. but, dun have also never mind. :D haha! ohh well, i shall try an enjoy my trip. -.- ciao~
