Friday, January 1, 2010 @ 10:19 PM
if you see me posting so many posts in one day, it goes to show how bored i am. (: so, bear with me. actually, the purpose of this blog is also to let me record things that i dun wanna forget or things that is hidden beneath my heart that i find it hard to say out. so, typing it here makes things easier. (:
the year
2009 has been a painful year to me with my ups and downs. things weren't going according to what i want. failed in both studies and relationship. how can that not hurt? furthermore, it was the O levels year. i've yet to get my results back. i mean
WE'VE have yet to get it back. LOL. studies, during prelims, i was even
LAST in class. now, im not even sure if i can pass Olevels or not. i have to struggle with studying at the last few weeks. with such little time, i've burnt midnight oil everyday. that was tiring.. haha. but, now, its over. (: it doesnt matter anymore. i just have to wait for my results and have confidence in myself.
er, relationships? LOL. it was my proudest moment of all and also my saddest day ever. well, i fell flat on the ground(with a deep crack) and have just stood up, with my knees bending a little. (: haha. i think it would not take so fast to stand upright again. well, as long as im use to it, i guess it'll be alright? yeah. but, i have to really say. this is the best relationship i ever had and one where im really serious. i think that's the reason why i took so long to stand up. i'll just treat it as an experience in life. knowing where mistakes are made, they'll be forbidden the next time.
BUT, it has been a year that i have to be proud of myself too. (: uhh, i got my AAC award and EAGLES award. at least i showed my parents that im capable of something. they attended my AAC ceremony too. im glad. when they saw the letter for me to get my money, they were all smiles. now, i can put the money in my savings account tmr. pray that there'll not be obstacles anymore. i waited really long for this time. i've been stopped by different things for 3times whenever i wanted to make my card. ): hope nothing crops up tmr! :D
my cousin's sleeping with me tonight, so i shall stop. (: sayonara! i wish that 2010 would be a
GREAT year for me. :D and i believe it will.
