introduction
biography
Maybelline Chang
29 May 1993
Gemini; Rooster
16
Bukit Batok Secondary
Status: just graduated

HEY, welcome to my blog. (: Sorry that i keep changing blogskins.I just have yet to find a suitable one. HAHA. Well, enjoy! :D
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chatterbox
your voice was all i heard


i'm leaving
never looking back again
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HALL OF FAME
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time machine
walk down memory lane
July 2009
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October 2009
November 2009
December 2009
January 2010


flashbacks
reminiscence
#78 new year resolution
#77 deck the halls
#76 reminiscing the past
#75 rich man's game
#74 EAGLES award
#73 pulau ubin
#72 kabod christmas party!
#71 before i sleep..
#70 merry christmas
#69 christmas eve


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#79 wonder..
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 10:56 PM

i dunno how to say out those exacts words in my mind. but, i guess that's just it..

even after so long, there's still this thing inside me that i cant get rid of. well, the memories are really nice. but sometimes, i dunno what to think about those memories. as in, sometimes when i think of it, it seems like there's a chance. however, sometimes it seems like its not gonna happen kinda thing. so darn confusing. sometimes, its tearing me apart, although the frequency is lesser now. LOL. -.-

can i just escape from reality? well, there's no virtual world for me to go into. i just wanna leave this place and leave all the memories behind. sometimes, it gets so terrible that i wanna just get run down by a car and lose all memories! well, that's like so not gonna happen. every little thing from that show just hack into my memory space and started restoring everything inside.

but, i think im smiling more for those memories now rather than sulking. and, i still haven figure out what i want. heads or tails? i wonder.. i think what i need is not heads or tails but a brand new coin to toss. where can i get it? ^.-

btw, signed up for voluntary work! :D my mum approves of it. at least, i have something to do at home rather than thinking of all those rubbish stuff.