Wednesday, November 18, 2009 @ 12:52 AM
prom's over! prom just ended about 2 to 3hours ago. well, had fun there. (: haha. i wun talk much about prom. let the photos do the talking. well, something YOU have to know..
SIWEI'S PROM QUEEN!!!!! haha, yupp. (:
supposedly, today was like the last day we would be together as bbss students. i remember, this morning, alan asked me something like which was the best year out of your sec sch life. and, my answer was, NONE.
sec1 and 2 wasnt that nice for me. im more like those outcast in my class, cause all of them have like cliques. sec3, was a better year. and it was even better when things changed for me. but, looking back, it wasnt that great. for i miss out a lot of things. sec4, definitely not a good one. 80percent of my time, im like crying over things that will not happen. if i were to choose a best year out of these 4, it would be sec3. even though i miss out a lot in school. in terms of fun, laughter etc. cause sec3 was the time where i spent my happiest days. (:
last day of being together, i kinda regret. i took photos with most classmate of 3E1, 4E1. but deliberately not one. its easy, you dun have to guess. the answer's obvious. (i didnt take with jiejian and janis too! aiya.)
a thing that happened 7months ago, caused much awkwardness to us. that thing, caused us to be distant. it caused us to not even being able to talk normally. 7months, not talking to him. its not weird to me. cause, im used to it. but, there's that regret. i think even for chalet, i wouldnt talk to him. it would be weird if i did. what an irony. we avoided each other every single day for 7months. haii.. when i was taking cab home, i was thinking to myself.. last day, didnt talk and no pictures. should i have taken it?? it felt terrible. terrible because, i still see him as a friend. things do not have to turn out this way,
thanks to some ppl.
i didnt even see him today. as in didnt like look at him like how i look at others. i dun even know what he wear. and what colour. i just realised he's wearing a blazer. LOL. and, coincidentally, today the 17th, was like the day we went our way exactly 7months ago. urghh. that must have hurt, supposedly. but, im not. cause i manage to let go. if i were to shed a tear for him again, it would be tears of regret, for not being able to be friends and nothing else. and, given a chance, i wouldnt wanna be friends with him. i would rather things are like that. i dunno why. but, i just dun wan, even though i regret. LOL.
well, that was how i felt. i'll post pictures on facebook tmr. (: cause, its late already. how i wish i can stay outside today. ): tata~
