Saturday, August 1, 2009 @ 12:22 PM
hi (: today's the first normal post i post here. normal in a sense that not a song lyrics post. alright. i guess i would be able to tag once a week? hopefully my mum would return me my computer someday. at least she returned me my handphone. well, that's something good. okayy, i cant really remember what exactly happened the entire week. but, i'll try and post bits and pieces of it.
well, had quite a number of tests this week and i doubt i'll pass them anyway. i've been failing my tests since last year. -.- especially sciences and humanities. i trying hard but, i still find myself quite slack. i only study when its 10 at night and stay up until like 12plus 1? that's extremely bad. but, i dun really care. as long as i've studied, its fine. (: had add. maths, geog(nat. veg, chinese, chemistry(alkanes;alkenes) tests. im sure im gonna fail chem test once again. of all the 9tests we had, i passed only 1. that's pathetic. -.- i do have the knowledge, but, i guess i do not have the skills. alright. tests are over, but, there's more to come...
had a 2 rehearsals for Opening Ceremony this week. next thursday is the final thing. such a pity that im not chosen to be the conducting spec. its an honour to wear the no.1 uniform. but, i dun have a chance to cause im not a staff. how disappointing. somehow, i regretted my decision i made a year ago. there's no turning back, like what mr chun said last year. i feel so 'crippled' not being a staff and all i can do is just watch them by the side and do some saikung(shit jobs). -.-
yesterday was one of the longest rehearsals we had. it ended at about 7plus. however, ncc stayed behind to practice on their drills. i was studying in ncc room though. xushao called and i went to look for them. they were writing some eagles award thing. im still wondering if i have a chance to get it. well, im not a staff. daniel and xushao's like trying to cheer me up. not exactly cheer but, telling me i definitely can get it. im like, yeahh right. i dun even know how they choose. that AAC award is not even supposed to be mine. -.- its God's blessing. (: and its the proudest award i've ever gotten. (: i was helping them with dome of the pointers but we spend most of the time talking and i kinda like irritated daniel. im really sorry. its just joking. ): the other ncc people started their photo taking in their no.1 and josh came to find us after that. he was jumping about and when he reach us, he slipped and fell. -.- we're all laughing like crazy with some teachers. LOL. we helped the teachers with some stuff and went for dinner. xushao and daniel went on their own while i go with josh, clarence and some other st. john and ncc land people. (: we went koufu for dinner at westmall. gracia and josh were super funny ytd. we cant even eat our food. i almost puke out everything that i ate. -.- we went mac for supper and saw kelway, peisan, xinle, etc. i went home with xinle and got home by 10.45pm. well, that's my curfew. last night was really hilarious.
school, in summary, is rather okayy. i dun even treat school as school. its just a chill out place for me to put other things aside. it seriously is. im always that hyper in school with changyen and josh. well, they should know why. :D im trying to live my life in a cheerful way and not an emo one like last time. much more thing can be achieved when you're cheerful. i was late on thursday for school. cause, i went to get my breakfast and that ice milo made me had a bad stomachache. aargh. im trying to cope with my class tests and its really hard for me to do it. i dun have much knowledge of everything. when we're having tests, i'll be like, ohh crap. i know nothing bout this. i can spend hours on understanding a topic and that's pure wasting time.
that's the week for me. my ups and downs for this week. i wun be able to go church today. ): i had diarrhea when i got up and it was THAT terrible. -.- and, my uncle's brother-in-law just passed away. so, we have to take care of my cousin. didnt have discipleship as well. cause yesterday's remedial starts at 1.30. and i have to go home and get money. -.- didnt really have a good walk with God this week. and, y cant i have diarrhea on monday! then can go home study instead. but, have to face my dumb NS brother who scolds me like nobody's business. still having cold war with him ever since the last incident. LOL.
